He was the one I'd call if something really bothered me.ĭespite his struggles with addiction, he always answered. Our lives took different turns. But, we never drifted apart in the way most people do. Honestly, there were a lot of things I didn't know about his drug use, or about drugs in general. But then, something changed. The line between experimentation and addiction became blurred for Patrick.
Taking trips to new places, experimenting with drugs and sharing lots of laughter were the defining aspects of our relationship. He was the greatest guy you'd ever meet, but I wanted to forget him because he was always driving me crazy. He was always at odds with society in general. They blamed him for my rebellious tendencies. He had tattoos, and he was absolutely wild. Not very many people in my life knew about the extent of our relationship because they didn't understand him.
I always found myself wrapped up in his arms late at night because he was the only one I truly ever felt at home with. The sheer feeling of being in his arms was like some otherworldly drug. I dated other people and cheated on them with him. I broke his heart. Our passion seemed to explode whenever we were together. I was absolutely in love with him. We were that couple around town that was always breaking up, getting back together and then breaking up again. He started profusely apologizing, but I shut up him by rolling on top of him and kissing him like crazy. It was electric. To be funny, I pulled back my head and dodged his kiss. He took a deep breath and finally turned over to kiss me. But, we were mostly euphoric on the vibes we felt while we were together.
We were maybe a little drunk and possibly a little high. We were curled up on the floor of his neighbor's basement. We spent six months together, hanging out and going on adventures every day. We bonded over smoking pot, and we basically fell in love at first sight. From the moment we met, there was this metaphysical bond between us that words can't describe. I was 17 when I met Patrick unexpectedly in his garage.
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